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    Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
    7:32 pm
    And a third, because good things come in threes
    Wild Geese
    by Mary Oliver

    You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
    Meanwhile the world goes on.
    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
    are moving across the landscapes,
    over the prairies and the deep trees,
    the mountains and the rivers.
    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
    are heading home again.
    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
    the world offers itself to your imagination,
    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting —
    over and over announcing your place
    in the family of things.
    7:30 pm
    freckles
    I have two favorite freckles. I love the way they stand alone, champions of uncharted territory. I hate to sound morbid when I say this, but more than once I have thought: what if these marks that remind me of my unique qualities ever turned into marks meaning something quite different? Marks that meant fear and biopsies and uncertainty. I would feel so betrayed.
    7:28 pm
    memories
    Someone wrote this about me once. I just didn't want to forget.

    Wednesday, June 13, 2007

    diet coke and lip stick...
    Current mood: just remembering

    the more i think about it... the more i think... we could never admit ourselves to each other... somewhere... along the lines of time and past... we developed insecurity... and all the walls between...

    sleeping in the back of your car... fully clothed... yet naked... was a turning point...

    you can't let go... and neither can i.... but neither makes a move... towards fulfillment... towards completion...

    maybe that is our story... to reappear forever... after every several months... to remind the other... of what neither of us will complete...

    diet coke and lip stick... days we spent swinging and hiding... from each other...

    i still question why... and maybe we'll never admit the reasons why...

    but this still keeps going... you keep it going... i keep it going... we keep it going... will we ever answer...

    each other or ourselves...
    Friday, April 28th, 2006
    11:44 am
    HELP!!!
    What do you do for your new boyfriend's birthday???
    A present??
    A nice dinner/date?
    We've only been dating about a month, but we have spent almost every day/night together during that time. Soooooo, his birthday is on Monday, and I have no idea what I should do.

    Please please please please please please help me!
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